psychic awareness
How To Stop Doubting Your Inner Guidance
We’ve all been there. You get that feeling in your gut, that inner knowing, the ringing in your ear. Whichever way spirit uses to tap you on the shoulder, to let you know, “Hey pay attention!”, we’ve all doubted it at some point. Sometimes with dire consequences.
In the moment, it doesn’t always seem like that big of a deal. Yes, you know what you should do instead, but for whatever reason you talk yourself out of believing that you are receiving guidance. And then you do the facepalm later on and say to yourself, “I knew that! Why didn’t I listen?”
What’s the harm in doubting our guidance?
– We hold ourselves back from living our purpose,
– We limit our ability to help ourselves, let alone anyone else,
– We muddy our connection to Source,
– We are holding ourselves in a low vibration,
– We self-sabotage,
– We limit ourselves from trusting.
The Physical Symptoms Of Spiritual Disconnection
I remember as a child, I knew way more than I should. People thought I was just a quiet child, but I had learned early on, from the energetic reactions of adults, that I shouldn’t always share what I knew. I literally stood behind my mother, using her as a physical shield between me and their energy. This was one of the few ways I knew how to stop receiving what they were sending out. The other big one I used was to leave my body.
As I got older, the information only got more intense, as I now was able to intellectually analyze it, as well as my role in this whole exchange. I started to question the validity of what I was receiving, or why I should or would know that. But I still didn’t have any tools, and I couldn’t stand behind my mom anymore. I started experiencing headaches. And although I rarely experienced a cold, or was sick, I did have the beginnings of an autoimmune disorder.
When I was in my early 20’s, trying to get situated in life, I was trying to pretend like I was not innately connected to everything, ignoring and invalidating what I would receive. I would just powerhouse through anything that was uncomfortable in my body: headaches, digestive issues, joint pain, laryngitis, earaches… until I would finally get knocked down with chronic fatigue, and forced to stop and rest. Then I would feel better and start the cycle all over again.
Why Choose Conscious Spiritual Evolution?
We are all on a spiritual journey. You are having a spiritual experience in this lifetime, whether you realize it, or not. Most people realize to some degree that they are having spiritual experiences, but many are at a loss as to why and what to do with these blips on their radar.
So often, in an effort to understand or learn more, people get lost on their journey. Information is endless. There are as many explanations for things as there are people on this planet. And just as many truths. It’s easy to see why people who want to learn to navigate their spiritual experience, can get confused and frustrated.
After taking in all this information, having all these experiences, and still feeling inept at how to incorporate it into daily life, many people end up feeling like a fraud. I know I did. I had my books, cards, crystals, and certificates. I could talk to dead people and my guides most days. I studied with several famous spiritual teachers, but I was still stuck in the no man’s land somewhere between the physical and spiritual experience.
Integrating Light And Shifting Your Reality
In the current cycle of human existence, we are considered to have existed primarily through the 3rd and 4th dimensions of physicality in time. Recently, talk of Mother Earth and her inhabitants moving from the 3rd to 5th dimension has become a big topic in the field of metaphysics and spirituality, and many consider this shift to be occurring right now.
The 5th dimension can be defined as “heart consciousness” with the 6th being… “oneness with source”… or the miracle space. It is that place of true peace within the 5D-6D space where there is a dramatic increase in an individual’s power of creating and manifesting their reality.
In the 5D-6D realm of consciousness, one can connect to your etheric body, higher self and God source, in the form of intuitive energy through the extra-sensory pathways of clairvoyance, clairsentience, clairaudience, claircognizance, and the other psychic senses.
Uninjected Psychic Connection
I was recently asked what it feel like to be able know things about people, without them telling me anything. “It helps me feel connected,” I quickly replied. People are often awed about the things I pick up during psychic readings and conversations.
I try to keep it in perspective and remain healthy, so I continue working hard to not use my hyper-sensing skills as a means to have power over someone, or to get attention, or to be awed without people understanding that it’s the connection between us that’s powerful. I just am able to facilitate this connection, nothing more. If people want to learn how I do this, I offer to teach them how ‘I do it’ and help them figure out how they can do it in their own way.
I was speaking to a friend on the phone recently, and she told me that the mother of a mutual friend, and even closer friend to her, had passed away. After asking her to share my condolences with him, I picked up something from who I thought was the energy of his mother, and asked her to share it with him. But he didn’t appreciate it. He said he was bewildered, and I felt horrible.
The Permission To Grieve
If you’ve recently experienced a deep loss, my soul reaches out to yours today. I extend my condolences and healing energy in your time of grief. I don’t just say it because it sounds like a nice thing to say as a medium. I say it because I truly mean it.
This October I suffered one of the worst losses of my life. My mother passed, rather unexpectedly. She was only 60 years old. I knew my mom hadn’t been feeling well for a few weeks, but she tried to assure me she only had “the flu.”
My mom knew I was a psychic medium, and that it was hard to get anything past me. She wasn’t exactly lying. She had no formal diagnosis to tell her what was causing her illness, but I am fairly certain that she knew it was something much more sinister than a simple bout of the flu.
Sometimes our intuitive gifts can also feel like a curse, because my gut knew exactly what was wrong, but I didn’t want to even say the word out loud. I just told her she needed to go to the doctor. She agreed, changed the subject and left it at that. This discussion happened three weeks before her passing.
Opal – The Powerful Seeing Jewel
Opal is known as the ‘seeing jewel.’ Its name originates from the Latin word opalus. I was told this by the owner of a beautiful crystal store in South Africa. Most Opal he said can be as much as 65 million years old! The stone contains a high percentage of water, which creates a play of color through light, and a sparkly phenomena.
Opal’s energy represents both the higher emotional body and higher mental body. This jewel adds light to the aura and helps to bring buried emotions to the surface. When I bought my first Opal from an interesting lady at a psychic fayre, she told me that the name originates from the Sanskrit writings and means ‘precious stone.’ It is amongst the most popular of stones sold throughout the ages.
The lady in question was from the Far East and said that in her culture Opal is a holy stone that holds the spirit of truth within. She added that the Greeks believed it provided protection from illness and the power of prophesy. She told me that Opal carries the energy of the Moon and water, and that it would enhance my psychic awareness. She also warned of its use in any rituals, because of its powerful energy.