How She Found Her Way Back

Not every psychic reading begins in light. Some start in silence — the kind that weighs heavy in the heart.

When she first reached out to me, her question was brief, but the energy spoke volumes. There was pain behind her words, and she barely dared to ask: “Am I still in here somewhere?”

She had been in a relationship that, at first, felt exciting—perhaps even fated. “He swept me off my feet,” she once said. “I thought he saw me.”

And maybe he did, in the beginning — just enough to mirror back what she most longed to believe about herself. That she was worthy. That she was seen. That she was loved. But what unfolded was far from love.

The charm that once made her feel chosen gradually twisted into control, criticism, and a subtle erosion of her spirit. What looked like affection became possessiveness. What felt like closeness became confinement.

She had once been a vibrant, creative soul bursting with ideas and dreams.

But as time passed, she began to disappear. “I used to feel like a magical flame,” she confessed. “Now, I’m no more than a tiny heap of ashes under his tyranny.” Her sparkle had dulled. Her job unraveled. Her friendships faded.

But then she called me on Psychic Access and the runes reminded her that the embers of her true self and soul essence were still burning.

Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, ‘I will try again tomorrow’ ~ Mary Anne Radmacher

The First Reading: Hagalaz, Naudhiz, Algiz

The runes were blunt in the first reading, but loving — truthful in the way a good friend is when you’re finally ready to hear it.

Hagalaz – The storm. The necessary chaos that shakes loose what no longer serves.

Naudhiz – The rune of need and soul-deep transformation. It reflected the emotional codependency and hidden wounds anchoring her pain.

Algiz – Protection. A message from her spirit allies urging her to shield her light.

I said to her, “This relationship didn’t dim you. It revealed where you were already hurting. Now comes the healing.”

This first session opened a door — and she chose to walk through it. Over the following months, we worked in rhythm. Reading by reading, we peeled back layers of pain, illusion, and attachment — until her true essence began to rise again.

She started journaling. She stopped replying to the messages that once held her captive. She reclaimed her weekends with long walks and loud music.

The Turning Point: Berkana, Sowilo, Wunjo

Then came the moment I’ll never forget. “I bought myself tickets to Metallica. I used to love them! I hadn’t listened to real music in years. When I heard the first riff, I felt so much rock ’n’ roll in my soul again. I cried. But it was the good kind,” she revealed.

She was waking up. And when I cast the runes again, it was confirmed: everything had shifted:

Berkana – Rebirth. The sacred feminine returning to nurture herself.

Sowilo – The sun. Her fire reigniting.

Wunjo – Joy. Pure, simple, earned joy.

She had gone no-contact. She applied for a creative role that aligned with her soul. She reconnected with old friends and even joined a local art group she’d only ever dreamed of.

“I feel like me again,” she said. “And this time, I’m not apologizing for it.”

Healing may not be so much about getting better, as about letting go of everything that isn’t you — all of the expectations, all of the beliefs — and becoming who you are ~ Rachel Naomi Remen

When It’s Time To Return To Yourself

Her journey isn’t unique. And that’s exactly why her story matters. So many people find themselves in relationships where love turns into control and their inner light fades until they forget it was ever there. But the truth is this: You are never too far gone to return to yourself!

The runes don’t tell you what to do; they reveal your inner strength, path, and power. Sometimes, we just need someone to hold the light for us until we remember how to shine.

Stories like hers remind us that awakening doesn’t always come in grand epiphanies. Often, it comes in quiet nudges—signs from the spirit world, your higher self, or the divine. If you’re reading this and wondering if it’s time for you to come home to yourself too, here are some key signs to look out for:

You no longer recognize your own reflection—emotionally or spiritually. You look in the mirror and feel like a stranger is staring back. It’s not about physical changes. It’s the absence of your spark. Your laughter feels muted. Your joy feels distant.

You constantly apologize for simply existing. If you find yourself saying “sorry” for your feelings, your voice, your presence, or your truth—something is off. Your soul is not here to be small. This is your sign to reclaim your space.

You feel emotionally drained around certain people, even if you love them. Relationships can be sacred mirrors—but they’re not meant to siphon your light. Pay attention to who energizes you and who leaves you spiritually depleted.

Your passions have become distant memories. When your creative fire dims, when you can’t remember the last time you felt inspired, this is spirit tapping on your shoulder: “Come back. There’s more.”

Your body speaks louder than your mind. Chronic fatigue, tightness in the chest, stomach knots—these are not just physical issues. They are often somatic cries from the soul. Your body is your first oracle. Trust it.

You feel stuck in loops — reliving the same emotional patterns. The same arguments. The same heartbreak. The same doubts. When life becomes a carousel of pain, the lesson isn’t punishment—it’s a spiritual redirection.

You crave solitude more than usual. This is not withdrawal; this is incubation. Your soul might be preparing for a rebirth. Silence is sometimes the most potent medicine.

Your intuition is getting louder — and harder to ignore. That little voice that says, “This isn’t right,” or “You deserve better,” is not fear. It’s wisdom. And it’s trying to guide you home.

You start noticing signs and synchronicities. Repeating numbers, meaningful dreams, feathers, songs at just the right moment—these are breadcrumbs from the universe. Follow them. They will lead you somewhere sacred.

You feel a yearning you can’t name. It’s not just dissatisfaction. It’s soul hunger. A call to remember who you were before the world told you who to be. And that call is sacred.

If any of these signs stirred something in you—take heart. Your awakening doesn’t need to be dramatic. It simply needs to be yours. The runes may guide, the stars may whisper, and spirit may nudge — but ultimately, the path is yours to walk. And you never walk it alone.

Your story matters. Your light matters. And you are never beyond the reach of your own magic.