My sister-in-law passed away several years ago from cancer. I was not very close with her, but will always remember her fondly and have respect for her – who she was, and how she lived her life. I always enjoyed the time that we spent together during family events and the holidays. Recently a special dream reunited us, bringing with it meaningful spiritual insight.
I always felt there was this feeling of anxiousness, worry and tension around her. There was this feeling of her not being entirely content and happy. She did a good job hiding these negative feelings, but I could see it and feel it when I was around her.
My husband would often share with me the latest, and often times not so greatest news of what is going on with everyone after speaking with his Mother. I knew from this to pray for his sister, as she was not having the best of times with her husband. They had many arguments and disagreements. I always included her in my prayers, especially after I would see her during the holidays, and any other time.
That’s what heaven is. You get to make sense of your yesterdays ~ Mitch Albom
Being a healer and seer I have become accustomed to keeping my thoughts on other things, rather than what I see when we are all together as a family. Seeing auras and receiving spiritual messages are not always appropriate at family functions and social events.
I am still on a constant mission to learn how some psychics can turn off their psychic awareness. I can’t turn off my extra-sensory abilities, just like I can’t turn off my emotions for someone that I love. My psychic abilities are gifts and blessings that were given to me; I can’t block out what comes in from spirit. I tend to believe that some psychics will say they can block it all out just so people will leave them alone and not bombard them when they are out and about, especially if they are famous. From my experience you can’t block it, but maybe that is just how it is for me.
In 2010 I had a dream in which I saw my sister-in-law laying in a coffin. She was very frail and didn’t look anything like herself, but I knew it was her. She was staring at me with a very serious, almost frightened look on her face. I recorded the dream in my dream journal and remember telling my husband about it.
Shortly after, within a year, we heard she had a cyst that needed to be looked at. I intuitively shared with my mother-in-law how I felt she ought not have it opened, as it would spread. It was, and it did. Shortly after that she was receiving chemotherapy, lost her hair, became very ill and went to a local hospice.
When I went to visit her she looked exactly as I remember seeing her in my dream. Her appearance was identical to how she looked at me from the coffin in my dream. I understood what she was telling me with her thoughts from her bed. I squeezed her hand and told her she would be okay. I had a few other messages I had to share with her that I felt would comfort her, and they did. I asked her to squeeze my hand if she understood me, and she did. Shortly after that visit she passed.
Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy ~ Eskimo Saying
Recently, I decided it was time to connect with her on the other side. I took my new Moldavite crystal to bed with me and asked Spirit to allow me to connect with my sister-in-law, if it be God’s will. I specifically requested to meet with her through my dreams or astral travels; I didn’t want to have a visitation while I was awake.
That night I was in a vivid lucid dream while astral traveling. I was traveling very far out into the universe, maybe not even our own universe. I looked back and my silver cord was stretched far, very far. I remember coming to a huge rock and it was about as big as my house. I landed on it and it felt very lonely, and dark and cold, but I felt at peace. From the right side I heard her voice; she said: “Aren’t you going to say hello?” I recognized her voice right away and it was definitely her.
My sister-in-law in life had a personality that was very engaging, with a quick wit and sharp. In my dream she was smiling and her hair had highlights in it. She was also very well dressed and she looked healthy. She was letting me know she was okay. She was clearly happy and her health had been restored.
I was finally able to connect with my sister-in-law for the first time since her passing. I have tried several times in the past, but had no success. It always bothered me, because I could always connect with whoever I wanted to: Ascended Masters, Spirit Guides, Family Ancestors, Friends who passed, you name it. But never my sister-in-law. I believe the Moldavite finally helped bring us together, as it is said Moldavite takes us beyond the limits and boundaries. Through the power of the crystal I was able to connect like never before.
Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting; The Soul that rises with us, our life’s Star, Hath had elsewhere its setting. And cometh from afar ~ William Wordsworth
I pray to this day for my sister-in-law. I pray for her soul and I pray for her that she be as happy as I saw her. I pray that she makes contact one day with her family, as I know they pray to hear from her in a dream, or maybe even a visitation.
I do know I traveled very far out into the cosmos to be able to have that reunion with her. It was very real and made me realize how important it is to have faith, as that is what connects us to God and to everyone that we love.
I remember my other sister-in-law telling me that at the very end, before the cancer had taken her ability to talk, she had asked her if she believed in Jesus, and she said no. Then shortly after I asked her if she had found Jesus, and she replied no, and that he would have to find her. When she told me this I started to pray even harder for her soul.
After that experience of having to astral travel so far to see her, I know now more than ever that no matter how you define God, God is Love and that is the love cord that connects us to everyone after we transfer over to the spiritual realm. It’s a gift that we can embrace or throw away. The choice is ours. I can tell you I don’t ever want to be that far away from those I love. I will continue to pray for her.
| PsychicAccess.com.Moon Goddess is a third generation empathic healer and seer. She started to give healing readings to people more than 20 years ago. She has always been interested and studied all things metaphysical from a young age. Being hypersensitive she can feel and see things before they happen. Utilizing the Tarot, and with the help of her Guides, she is a source of support for many people all over the world. After he passed over, her grandfather kept his promise and came back to say goodbye and gave her the most amazing experience. Moon knows there truly is a Heaven, and it is wonderful! Sharing her experience has helped many people after they have lost someone, or anyone experiencing some form of grief. Get a reading with Moon Goddess now at |
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