Even though congestive heart failure consumed him physically, his mind was like that of a fine-tuned piano and he had a remarkable will to live that was amazing to me.
Why is this so difficult anyway? What should I write about first? Why even try for that matter? This is the thing: no one else knew me and my past the same why as my father did. No one else will be as uniquely important.
I thought I had it all together, the concept of life and death were the same to me. But I found that with the death of my father major adjustments in the way I view my world, myself and feelings of being vulnerable is now beginning to emerge. Read the rest of this entry »
A soothing influence, it softens the edges of our existence and makes negative experiences less detrimental.
Rose Quartz deals with energy on an emotional level. It has an empathetic nature and when it is in tune with its owner’s emotions, it helps diffuse negative stimuli and uncomfortable memories.
It helps us to discover the ability to love ourselves and makes us more open to other people as well as encourages us to forgive ourselves and cultivate self-acceptance. Read the rest of this entry »
But lately I have noticed that an increasing number of people are asking, “What are your guides telling you”? These days more and more people want to know where the information is coming from, while I’m reading for them.
I must say, I find it quite disturbing how important it has become for some that I should tell them that “my guide says this” and “my angels say that” Now, I refuse to be dishonest, so I will say it exactly as it is: I am getting this from me! Read the rest of this entry »
In fact, my relationship with the Tarot was an unexpected 12-step program, so to speak!
A five-year romantic relationship, that had been fueled with much passion, but was unstable from the start, had come to an end. I found that I no longer could run from my true authentic self.
I came face-to-face with ‘The Tower’. Yes, a violent revolution and overthrow of false consciousness was taking place in my life. The destruction of the old order was happening on a grand scale! Read the rest of this entry »
It is true that you match your family genetically, but going by your disposition you belong to another group of people.
It is a feeling of being lost and searching for, and finding one’s own kind; it is not about wanting, rather needing to.
Brothers, sisters and others in the community torment, gossip and chase you away. To be rejected breaks your heart; you wonder about what to do in order not to be rejected by your own.
It is very sad, as you did not do anything to justify it, other than act different, look different. Read the rest of this entry »