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An ‘Awareness Yawn’ For The Whole Truth

Click Here for a FREE psychic reading right now at PsychicAccess.comThe majority of human beings believe they tell the truth most of the time. Few will admit they lie. And none will disclose just how often, when, and how they twist the truth ‘a little’ to suit their needs. They convince themselves they are not really lying, when they know very well that their distorted versions of the truth are deceptive.

We are curious creatures. Adept at swindling ourselves to favor a certain idolized self-image we have created. One that we must maintain consistently in as much as our sovereign power allows. Hah! How utterly ridiculous and futile are our attempts to portray an untruth so vividly transparent. We can’t hide from our true self, for that’s who we live and die with.

It’s all a matter of unconscious perception. An awareness yawn would serve to do the trick of waking us up, but we’re simply not interested, especially if it involves ‘disturbing our self-indulgent illusions.’ We want to continue to believe how wonderful, well-informed, funny, intelligent, attractive, spiritually evolved, dedicated, hard-working, honest, caring, decent, committed and interested we are.

We walk around as if we not only have an ace up our sleeve (an extra added edge), but can make it magically appear at will. We sincerely think no one can see through our considerately, deceptively masked, incognito ‘what’s in it for me’ personality.

These deceptively constructed guises are particularly prevalent when we are entering into new relationships. That’s when we really put on the ‘dog and pony show.’ We come across so deliberately ‘put together’ and manicurely maintained. It matters not, if that ‘face of the hour’ is nowhere near the panoramic view of incalculable distortion occurring on the inside. We are on a personal quest; we want something. And, nothing will deter us from our conquest.

Many of us live in two worlds when it comes to relationships. In one we have connection without truth; in the other we have truth without connection ~ Henry Cloud & John Townsend

We convince ourselves, and our potential partners, that we are the ideal one for the ‘decidedly blissful’ union that we alone can provide. Does it ever flitter into our fuzzy minds that we may have created and presented a delicately misappropriate view of ourselves, and in so doing, gigantically disproportioned the other, as well? No, I’m afraid not.

So the little misleading lies began, lived, thrived and multiplied before we even kissed the potential new mate. So much is hidden, so much left unsaid, yet we carry our baggage into the relationship, as if it doesn’t stick out from every scarred crevice. If we can’t even bring to the surface those ghostly, demented apparitions of entrusted ‘searing of the mind’ incidents to confront and resolve, how do we expect the other to deal with their untimely appearances?

They will not be silenced, you know. They will have their day in romance court. But, the judge and jury (our partner) will unfortunately not have all the facts to suitably, fairly and unbiasedly deal with the evidence.

Yes, we lie. We all lie and pretend. We portray a false self. If we didn’t, we might just have to turn loose all those old imagined hurts, emotional losses, unforgivable betrayals, violations of trust, unbearable financial disasters, and uncooperative circumstances, in which we believed we got the ‘short end of the stick.’ Not to mention the screeching, unresolved mental torture of cataclysmic situations which left us marked for life. Bottom line: we are broken, or so we perceive the lack of some measure, and we need to be fixed.

Yet, we try to hide our helpless defenselessness under a guise of being able to tackle the world with its entire problems single-handedly. This daunting load gets heavy after a while. Not the world, with all of its insurmountable troubles, but the lies we tell ourselves regarding the responsibility we have for making it all right, better, more appetizing.

We assume it’s our place, duty, task to ‘step in and do what’s right’ for the other. Never once do we realize, that our own greed and insecurity propel us to act in the first place. Because we are so gifted at deceiving ourselves into believing we are so ‘special’ ‘irreplaceable’ and ‘unique’, we immediately set about to act in an improbable situation. Of course, how could it be otherwise than for us to save the day?

We go wrong when we don’t admit the unknowable complexity of reality, but we go dangerously wrong when we claim that one pale story—or an anthology of them – is truth ~ Dean Koontz

But, guess what? There is no real Mighty Mouse! What happens in all actuality is that we stagnate. Get jammed up. Mad at the other for not making it right for us, or better yet, not allowing us to make it right for them! In as much as there is no day to save; we flounder in perplexity.

Proclamation alert: “Hear Ye! Hear Ye!” The day is perfect exactly and precisely how it unfolds, with all of its apparent imperfections. Now, what do we do with all of our grand delusions of self-mitigated triumph? Well, we simply face ourselves and the fictitious lies we’ve generated up until this point. It’s called an ‘awareness yawn.’

Ready to fumble and crumble? Ready to accept the living truth that the indispensable meanings we have assigned to our lives and selves are no longer valid and appropriate (meaningful)? That the yearning nature of our dramatically expressed inner needs (soul) must be extrapolated and articulated without delay and resistance?

Are we ready to venture from behind the tree in broad day light, for the whole world to see and receive? Just as we are without a plea, can we humble ourselves to admit that we were, have been, are, and will remain in the gutter of our own despair, until we release the idea of supremacy from ourselves and others?

Will we be bold enough, brave enough, and unflinchingly sound enough to speak the truth and nothing but the truth, so help me..?

About The Author: Paula

Paula's innate metaphysical abilities, artistic talents, and entrepreneurial acumen have mixed wonderfully together to create a social media sensation, one who enjoys great popularity on LinkedIn, Instragram, Facebook, and YouTube. She dispenses not only accurate and intuitive divine wisdom but has artistic offerings that include vibrational soul paintings displayed on the internet, and she is a gifted singer and music producer as well. Her calling as a cosmic therapist led her to be the founder of MODE (Masters of Divine Essence) Cosmic Therapy Research Center, where she's published numerous books, songs and plays, and has held many workshops and seminars throughout the Southeast. She even produced her own program, The Mode of Cosmic Therapy Interactive Television Show that aired on WRTN, in Raleigh, NC, for ten years. Paula is also an avid astrologer who interprets the stars and predicts your chart energies at work. If you'd like a detailed glimpse at your own cosmic blueprint, or you have burning questions that require clear answers, Paula will employ all the tools and talents at her disposal for a reading that will dazzle and transform your life. You can find Paula at

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