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Restoring My Energy Balance In A New Way

click here for a free psychic reading at PsychicAccess.comRecently, a major storm caused some damage to our home. This required us to have contractors invade our normally very peaceful, secluded home. The repairs were such that it required the workers to have access to both the exterior and interior of our home.

Although we were both grateful for the fact that we have great home owners insurance, and that all the repairs were going to be completed with minimal expense on our part, we also were faced with the reality that our life as we knew it was going to be temporarily disrupted.

We had numerous people in and out of our home. Activity was everywhere in the house, and although our home is large there was not one room that did not require some kind of repair. This meant I had no private space to myself anymore. I had nowhere to escape to and clear my energy.

Reminding myself that it was only temporary, and that I could handle the lack of privacy I had become so accustomed to, I tried to adapt. I started doing my mediation early in the morning, before the workers arrived, and I routinely smudged the entire home with sage. I also started spending less time at home, as to not be in anyone’s way.

All the while I tried to convince myself that I was fine. I was also doing the energy work I needed to do to ensure none of the energy that was brought into my home by so many strangers would leave an imprint or attach itself to me. But about a month into this three month ordeal, I found myself getting very depressed.

We can be sure that the greatest hope for maintaining equilibrium in the face of any situation rests within ourselves ~ Francis J. Braceland

I had no reason to be depressed, but I found myself picking fights with my husband, and even caring for my cherished dogs was becoming a source of frustration. The littlest things were sending me into fits of rage.

Being a double Taurus I very much have the typical Bull traits, but I have worked very hard to control this and normally I do very well with it. But now the person that was in the mirror was a ‘raging bull,’ walking around looking for a fight with anyone and everyone!

It wasn’t until my husband said to me, “What the heck is going on with you, your angry all the time? I say one thing to you and it turns into a fight,” that I realized how bad my attitude had actually become. It took a lot for my husband to say this to me. He is usually a very relaxed guy who generally goes with the flow. So, for him to say something like this, I knew I must have been behaving really horribly.

So, I went to work on myself trying to figure out why I had such a shift in behavior. What I discovered surprised me. I thought I was doing all the work I needed to ensure I was not affected by all the strange energy that was coming into my home, but I was wrong. Being an earth sign and also a fixed sign, means I do not adapt to change easily. This is compounded by the fact that I have both my sun and rising sign in Taurus, which means I have a more pronounced version of all the traits of my zodiac sign.

Another revelation that came to me is that our energetic abilities shift and change, and when they do we are not always aware, because it happens gradually. It is not until we are faced with strange events that we realize we’ve changed and our abilities have shifted. And our tried-and-tested methods to manage our energy don’t always work after these shifts occur.

The best and safest thing is to keep a balance in your life, acknowledge the great powers around us and in us. If you can do that, and live that way, you are really a wise man ~ Euripides

I will admit, I was a bit upset at my guides and the Universe for allowing such a shift at such a difficult time. I remember speaking with Mary, my main guide, while in the bath. “Why now,” I asked. “Don’t I have enough on my plate? Couldn’t this have waited?” I was seriously upset! I felt betrayed, and that I had been needless made to suffer.

To further my frustration with Mary, and my other guides, no answers to my angry questions were given. Instead they closely gathered around me, and attempted to balance my energy for me. But it did not work. Which then prompted me to get really angry, and I started to lay down the law with my guides and teachers, professing that I would promptly abandon all my gifts and turn my back if they did not help me, and help me now!

It is very hard for me to admit I have limitations. I have always been the strong one, the one people lean on when they have problems. Seldom in my life, up until this point, have I had a situation I could not handle. So, this was new territory for me and it was scary, and uncomfortable, and I did not like it at all. I can admit I had the equivalent of a toddler’s full blown tantrum that day.

Once I calmed down, I realized that not admitting to myself or anyone else that having the empathic abilities I have, does hinder me in some ways. My old approach wasn’t working. I needed to form a new strategy. I had mistakenly thought I would be fine. I was wrong. I was overwhelmed by all the energy in my home. Normally my home is my safe place, the place where I can go and escape all the energy of being around a lot of people. But now that place was no more, and I had nowhere to escape to. It was taking its toll on me.

I went to work on finding a solution to the problem, once I admitted there actually was a problem. Firstly, I started getting up earlier. I started pampering myself a bit more, taking daily baths with Lavender, Tea Tree oil, and Epsom Salt.

I’m not suggesting you deny or suppress your emotions, but just discover for yourself what it takes for you to handle your emotions and stay balanced ~ Wendy Hearn

Instead of avoiding my home while the workers were there, I started taking long walks in the nearby woods, enjoying the songs of the birds around me. I am also lucky enough to be close to Lake Michigan, so when I felt like I needed extra help from nature that day, I would go sit in meditation on the beach early in the morning.

All of these things may sound simple, but for me it has been a life saver in rebalancing my energy, and helping me to adjust to the temporary new reality of my life. I also knew if I did not listen to what my body and the people who cared about me were saying, I would continue down that path of negativity… and that I would not allow.

I have worked very hard to hold on to the feeling of peace and contentment with life that I cherish. Until you have felt for yourself true happiness, inner peace and bliss, words cannot express how you feel when it is no longer within your reach. It is something remarkable and when its gone, and replaced with negativity, you feel it. Although it can be easy at times to dismiss it as temporary, unless you tackle the problem quickly, it is hard to regain it.

I am now happy to report that I have successfully implemented the changes I needed to get my energy balance back, and I have begun to feel like myself again. Although I have shifted and changed, I can now embrace the changes and trust that the changes were for my higher good. I have yet to be shown what the purpose of all of this was, but I continue to have faith that the Universe always knows what’s best for us.


About The Author: June

June is an experienced and gifted reader in Indiana, near Lake Michigan, who enjoys the peace of the woods and the energy it provides her. A double Taurus, led by earthy and dependable Venus, she will help you to navigate your life on a steady course. Many come to her at a crossroads, not knowing which way to turn, or even how to move forward. Not only does June lift the obstacles and show you your path, but she also helps you to embrace the positive light that will guide you. She's helped numerous people in all areas of life for the past fifteen years, and has honed her abilities as an active member of her Spiritualist Church, by helping others in her congregation. For many years she's enjoyed a front row seat to witness all the events play out, just as she was shown by her Guides. June inherited her gifts from the generations that came before her, but she also finds new skills popping up unexpectedly with clients. Mary and Suzie are the Spirit Guides she works with, and she delivers their messages in a style that suits each of her client's particular needs that day. June has been a high-rated reader on the internet, as well, and enjoys the accessibility the internet provides, so people can easily find her. If you'd like to find a highly accurate reader who gets her messages out quickly, and who can raise you up high on your path, you can find June at PsychicAccess.com.

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