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The Physical Symptoms Of Spiritual Disconnection

click here for a free psychic reading at PsychicAccess.comI remember as a child, I knew way more than I should. People thought I was just a quiet child, but I had learned early on, from the energetic reactions of adults, that I shouldn’t always share what I knew. I literally stood behind my mother, using her as a physical shield between me and their energy. This was one of the few ways I knew how to stop receiving what they were sending out. The other big one I used was to leave my body.

As I got older, the information only got more intense, as I now was able to intellectually analyze it, as well as my role in this whole exchange. I started to question the validity of what I was receiving, or why I should or would know that. But I still didn’t have any tools, and I couldn’t stand behind my mom anymore. I started experiencing headaches. And although I rarely experienced a cold, or was sick, I did have the beginnings of an autoimmune disorder.

When I was in my early 20’s, trying to get situated in life, I was trying to pretend like I was not innately connected to everything, ignoring and invalidating what I would receive. I would just powerhouse through anything that was uncomfortable in my body: headaches, digestive issues, joint pain, laryngitis, earaches… until I would finally get knocked down with chronic fatigue, and forced to stop and rest. Then I would feel better and start the cycle all over again.

The root of all health is in the brain. The trunk of it is in emotion. The branches and leaves are the body. The flower of health blooms when all parts work together ~ Kurdish Saying

Unbeknownst to me, I would leave my body as much as possible, and then when I had to be in it, all the energy that had accrued while I was gone, literally blew out my body. Like I said, at the time I had no idea. I went to several doctors and none of them could give me an accurate diagnosis. Autoimmune issues hadn’t really come ‘on the scene’ yet, so they didn’t have a name to call all my symptoms.

Fast forward to my 30’s. By this time I had been struggling with accepting my spiritual connection and why and how I knew what I did. It was so strong, but I had no idea how to work with it. I was afraid to share what I knew with anyone, in case they asked me how I knew it. I had a severe gluten intolerance, constant migraines, other food allergies, pain, toxicity and even an issue with my heart I wasn’t aware of yet. I went again to several doctors, no one could help. They could offer medication, but no diagnosis and no idea of how to get better. It was a hair salon client that clued me into the gluten issue and another that led me to my spiritually-connected doctor, who diagnosed, treated and helped me heal my heart and other issues. Yes, Source is always guiding us, in every moment, in every way! No matter how many times we disregard it.

By now I knew I needed to get my psychic abilities under control. I needed to understand how to work with them… or check myself into a psychiatric ward. I opted for the first choice. I went back to my Yoga and meditation routine, which I had abandoned when I felt too sick to practice or concentrate. I started reading books and taking local classes in psychic development. Everything I took in had value, and I started to feel better as well. But something was missing.

I had been studying energy and had a strong feeling what I was missing could be found there. At the same time I had a great meditation practice and was often receiving audible guidance there. I knew it was time to move beyond my teachers, and explore a new understanding of things that only Source could reveal to me. It turned out, what I had been learning, didn’t necessarily apply anymore, to those of us who were choosing to ascend beyond where our teachers had.

The mind and body are not separate units, but one integrated system. How we act and what we think, eat, and feel are all related to our health ~ Bernie Siegel

I went within and received a broad understanding of myself as a spiritual and energetic being. As this was being downloaded to me, I met up with my doctor who helped me heal the physical issues that had exploded in my body. And in my process of healing I came to realize, I was terrified, as an adult, to receive information from Source, even though it was pouring through me. And I was even more terrified to share it with anyone.

After all those years of subduing my connection, I had learned to doubt what I was getting. Every time I suppressed the energy of Source flowing into me, it would manifest as a physical symptom. Until I couldn’t ignore it anymore. It was literally a ‘life or death’ situation. Once I learned this I was able to heal myself.

With a newfound confidence in my connection, I eagerly shared with some of my family members, but they were not open to it. And unfortunately, many people I love have passed. This is why it is so close to my heart to help others gain the confidence and trust in themselves and their connection to Source, so others don’t have to suffer the physical repercussions of spiritual disconnection.

About The Author: Joy

Joy stepped into her soul's purpose more than two decades ago, and has been intuitively counseling others ever since. She started on friends, with advice and healing energy, and then she continued to expand her knowledge base and abilities. Joy spent several years immersing herself in the metaphysical, reading constantly, attending classes, and meditating extensively. She knew, because of the fulfillment she received by giving free readings to others, being in service was her true calling in life. When her Guides made it clear she needed to counsel people full-time, she knew it was time to make it her business, but always with the intent of serving others. If there's one thing she's learned over the years, it is to never stop learning or practicing her craft. For the last several years, she's either worked from home or traveled to clients' houses for Medium or psychic reading parties. Joy believes the purpose of her soul is to service others, providing clients with a full-service spiritual makeover! Joy offers detailed guidance and insights from her Guides, Spirit and the Angelic realm to help her clients heal, thrive and fulfill their destiny. Experience a reading with Joy at

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