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What Bipolar II Teaches Me Spiritually

Get a free psychic reading right now at PsychicAccess.comI was diagnosed with bipolar II disorder in 2000. When I received the diagnosis, it was a relief, because I’ve been misdiagnosed for about 20 years. You see the doctors thought that I had major depression and so they treated me with anti-depressants. However, if the person that you are treating has bipolar depression, then anti-depressants will often make the depression worse!

Being diagnosed with Bipolar II changed my life. I was able to get on the proper medication and see doctors who knew the illness well. The purpose of this blog entry is to tell you how being properly diagnosed changed my life spiritually.

There are two types of Bipolar disorder. There is Bipolar I where one experiences massive mood swings, going high, high, high and then low, low, low.

Bipolar can make you unstable, but you are still able. Never give up, never give in, you will find your peace again ~ G.E Laine

With Bipolar II the highs are just above the normal state. You may get speedy thoughts, feel like you can do anything, spend too much money, take irresponsible risks, or any other of a number of manic behaviors. The main thing about Bipolar II is that the lows are very low and the depressions are very severe.

The essence of all forms of Bipolar disorder is that you can’t have highs without the lows

What have I learned through this whole process? How have I been spiritually affected? I am a metaphysician, a psychic, an intuitive – a mystic if you will. Having Bipolar teaches me to stay in the now. It teaches me to appreciate every moment that I have when I feel good.

I am on medication and so the mood swings are far less than if I was without medication. Yet, every once in a while my medication needs to be adjusted and I will sometimes fall into a depression. I have to be honest with you: the moods where I am above normal are wonderful. I feel like I can do anything! I feel free. Yes, the overspending does bother me and can cause many problems.

I have to also admit something about the severe depressions. I become suicidal at times. I know I am in a deep depression, a bipolar depression when I feel suicidal. Normally I am anything but suicidal. I love my life and I am grateful for every moment that I have of it. Yes, Bipolar Disorder teaches me to live in the moment- including when I am severely depressed.

Bipolar disorder can be a great teacher. It’s a challenge, but it can set you up to be able to do almost anything else in your life ~ Carrie Fisher

I have to ask myself what the depression is trying to teach me. Have I given of myself so much that I am emotionally depleted? Is it just a biochemical abnormality? Is it a problem  that can be solved through a medication adjustment? I am fortunate, I am very sensitive to my medication, so any adjustments will tend to make me feel better.

Unfortunately, one of the drugs that I am on tends to make being a psychic a little bit more difficult and more challenging. I have learned how to get around the problem. But still, at times, it concerns me. Would I be better off without the medication?

I have Bipolar friends who are not using any medication. Their lives seem very chaotic, but their feelings also run very deep. They experience life’s ups and downs much more intensely and vividly.

Spiritually, I’ve learned compromise. I have learned that we often do not get the perfect solution. I have learned that we are often left to fill in the blanks. It is like we have a manual of life with some pages left out. I have learned I can be a psychic, an intuitive, a metaphysician, a mystic without having to have bipolar symptoms.

About The Author: Mataya

Mataya's Light Readings are a gift from a higher source that she's worked hard to develop throughout her life. She understands more than most what it's like to struggle with emotional and physical roadblocks and with a Masters in Counseling, she has spent many years using her natural psychic gifts and acquired knowledge to see clients through difficult patches. Since 1988, she's professionally guided others, using Tarot and other divination tools, at various psychic fairs in California. She's worked one-on-one with clients in metaphysical shops, and enjoys a successful online practice. She's channeled energies from her guides and passed on accurate information to her clients. A true Sensitive, Mataya takes on the energy of others, feeling and sensing their challenges. Her name came to her out of the blue one day and she has since learned that Mataya mean's God's gift. If you'd like to experience Mataya's incredible gifts for yourself, try a reading with this compassionate and accurate reader. You can find Mataya at

One Response to What Bipolar II Teaches Me Spiritually

  • I just wanted to tell you that I know how you feel. I was diagnosed with major depression when I was 17, then rediagnosed as bipolar when I was 42. I’ve learned a lot more about myself and the world around me and I truly believe this is a condition I have so I could recognize the effects of mental illness in my readings.

    Keep it up, you rock.

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