Throughout my life there have been many strange and mystical things that my immediate family and I have experienced and learned to live with. Although, I have never shared all of them with any one person I thought this blog would be the perfect place to share.
I will begin with myself. Starting from my childhood to the present.
As many children do, I had an imaginary friend. She played an important role in my life from the ages two to four years old. Her name was Dee-Dee. We lived and played together in my grandmothers condominium. Dee-Dee was not only my loyal and favorite playmate she was also my ‘fall guy’. My mother said I often would insist, “I didn’t do it, Dee-Dee, did it.”
Now, having an imaginary friend isn’t all that strange. But, what is strange is the fact that 13 years later, my uncle Pat and his wife inherited my grandmothers condo. They had a little girl and when she was about three years old, she could often be found playing with her ‘unseen’ friend. Her name was also Dee-Dee!
What we remember from childhood we remember forever – permanent ghosts, stamped, inked, imprinted, eternally seen ~ Cynthia Ozick
One of my earliest memories is being three years old and having difficulty dealing with something that goes beyond being an empath. I have no clinical name for the condition I was experiencing. When I would see someone get hurt, I would also feel their pain. This happened even if it was on television, and I knew it was not real. I would experience the pain.
Some people will see someone being struck in the face, and they too would feel a blow to their face. Sometimes, they would even exhibit a red mark in the area. What I experience is a little different. I get an extremely sharp, almost debilitating, shooting pain, that goes straight up the back of my legs. It starts from my knees and ends at my lower back. It only lasts for a split second, but I assure you, it is almost unbearable.
I remember asking my mother if this pain happened to everyone. My mother, being preoccupied at the time, answered me with, “Yes, now go play.” I was in my 20’s before I found out that this is not a normal occurrence. This happens to me still to this very day. Sometimes it is more severe than others. And, it can be triggered by as little as a harsh word. Even my own yelling.
I have researched, and I have found no one who experiences this. I have never been studied, but I have spoken with a specialist who say that it doesn’t fit in any of the categories that have been studied with these types of ‘disorders’ or enigmas. I believe it is something that I have carried over from a past life. Something so tragic, my soul has been unable to let it go.
Throughout my life I have always known about a girl who lived long ago in a faraway place. She was royalty, her father the King, and her mother died giving birth to her. She was an only child. She was a lonely child and her name was Miranda. Miranda, had fallen in love with a peasant boy whose name was Jebidiah. It was a forbidden love. One that would ultimately cost both of them their lives. Jebidiah, was beheaded in front of the village for his part in the affair.
Children who remember their past lives offer the most compelling evidence yet for reincarnation… when adults listen-really listen-to what the children are trying to say, their own understanding of spirit and of children are changed forever ~ Carol Bowman
Miranda’s hand in marriage was promised to a very wealthy, but evil man. On their wedding night, when Miranda was 18 years old she rejected her new husband, telling him he would never be half the man that Jebidiah was. In a fit of rage, her new husband, pulled his sword and thrust the sword completely through her, just above her naval. Leaving her to die.
I would always talk about Miranda and Jebidiah, who were completely in love, and, of their tragedy. But that’s not all that strange, right? Well, about 3 months after my 18th birthday I woke up one day to find a very deep, vertical scar, about 3 inches long, just above my naval. It is as prominent today as it was 20 years ago, when it first appeared. Even doctors, are perplexed as to how such a deep and prominent scar could have just appeared out of nowhere.
These are just a few of the things that I have lived with throughout my life. In a later blog I will write more about my experiences and others that my children have also experienced and lived with. Maybe someone out there can relate to these and possibly share their experiences also.
| PsychicAccess.com.Dawn Star is a Master Tarot reader, relationship specialist, numerology and palm reading expert from Nebraska who rose to her full psychic potential after coming back from a near death experience. Powerful mentors on the other side gave her a crash course on her abilities, and then brought her back with a powerful mission to benefit mankind through her psychic talents. In her twenty year practice, she has solved murders, found missing children and watched traumatic events unfold, ahead of time. A seeker of Truth, Dawn Star’s stunning Truths can be made available to you with a reading at |
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