I was attending my local Spiritualist Church, not expecting that the platform reader would hone straight in on me. The feeling was familiar to many readings over the years. Only one older male spirit came through as usual, but this time he was showing the medium that he was short of breath, hunched over, very old and disabled. He wanted me to know that he loved me very much, however was never able to show me when we were together as family. The platform medium was not aware of my previous encounters with this spirit and how he keeps popping into readings, and keeps trying to get the same messages across to me.
It is easier for a father to have children than for children to have a real father ~ Pope John XXIII
The spirit also wanted me to know that the rattling of the screen door lately was not the wind, it was him trying to grab my attention. I didn’t need to ask my husband to repair the front screen as it is solid, however this spirit let me know that he thought that I would look at the screen door and see his spirit. He said that he knew I had the ability to see him. He wants me to keep developing my psychic experience as he knows how true the experience is.
This spirit is my father, who passed away 16 years ago.
My father first tried to contact me during a reading back in 2008. It was my first reading with a psychic medium and he wanted me to know that he was with my old brother-in-law. They used to be drinking buddies in this life. I was told information that only I knew and he asked for my forgiveness. I had not spoken to my father since 1988, he passed over in 1996.
I was very angry with my father all my life, however I have now come to understand the situation that he was in and through exposure to meditation and psychic development, and gaining more personal maturity, I am finally starting to realize he is now aware of his past actions and the grief he caused my family. He is very remorseful.
Last week in a psychic circle, my father came through again, letting me know that he loves me very much and is behind me all the time and watching my psychic growth. It amazes me that with the several readings that he has come through, it is always very similar messages, however they have never been from the same psychic. Not one of the psychics has known of my estranged relationship with my father.
The words that a father speaks to his children in the privacy of home are not heard by the world, but, as in whispering-galleries, they are clearly heard at the end and by posterity ~ Jean Paul Richter
All messages describe him in a similar way, such as not being well, needing assistance to breathe and not being able to communicate with me when he was alive. My father passed away from emphysema and was finding it difficult to breath. He was hunched over when he walked and could not leave the house without taking an oxygen mask. We never communicated, he was always an angry man and I could never understand him or the things that he did.
So, today the door rattled again. I was the only one that was near the door, so I said “Hi Dad!” The goose bumps ran up my arms as confirmation that he was rattling the door.
This has been a huge healing process for me personally. I understand that my father is around and that he cares for me in a way that he was never able to demonstrate before. He is a huge part of my psychic development and an important part of my life. We have finally clicked and have some things in common now, which I never thought would be possible.
I have learned that I never regret anything that happens to me in my life; all my experiences have helped to make ‘me’. If I started to regret my experiences I would start to regret myself.
About The Author: Barbara is a naturally gifted Psychic, Clairsentient, Medium and a successful entrepreneur from Down Under, who provides vividly detailed messages to help a client overcome any obstacle. She is very involved in her Gold Coast community and has devoted herself to developing the abilities of others, through successful weekly Meditation and Development classes. Quite often she finds herself delivering comments from her guides that are, without fail, the very messages her clients need to hear! If you want a Psychic/Medium who will give you remarkably vivid and detailed results you can verify right at your reading, you can find Barbara at PsychicAccess.com.
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